Post by Jackson on Dec 10, 2010 7:33:50 GMT -5
Yes, yes, I know you all hate me, but can you help me out with something?
You know I haven't been online and on the forums as much as I used to. I've been working my ass off with my job this year and haven't had much time. I'm sorry, Alex, that I haven't been able to help you out with this great forum. I just haven't had the time, I'm really sorry.
But ever since I've been gone, I've felt empty. Yeah, I have friends IRL, but I'm not really close to them. And it's hard for me to make friends IRL because of some mental issues I have. I guess I'm a little shy. And I don't like thinking about what people might think of me. Know what I mean? I guess it's just my depression. It's probably never going to go away...
So what should I do? Believe it or not, I'm gonna get more off-time this month, even though Christmas is coming. So I thought about coming back to here and talking and posting mods and stuff. Well, actually, I don't play the 18WoS games anymore. I play NASCAR sims and found a great website for mods and paints and stuff. So most of my online time is spent there. And there are a lot of people that like me, and appreciate my work.
Anyway... I wanted to get back into TruckPol. I emailed SouthBound but he never responded. And don't take it personal Alex, Scott, or Timmy, but this place just isn't active enough, so I don't really want to hang out over here that much. So what do I do? I can't get into TruckPol, this place isn't active enough, and you're missing from the NASCAR sim forums.
What should I do? Where should I go?
You know I haven't been online and on the forums as much as I used to. I've been working my ass off with my job this year and haven't had much time. I'm sorry, Alex, that I haven't been able to help you out with this great forum. I just haven't had the time, I'm really sorry.
But ever since I've been gone, I've felt empty. Yeah, I have friends IRL, but I'm not really close to them. And it's hard for me to make friends IRL because of some mental issues I have. I guess I'm a little shy. And I don't like thinking about what people might think of me. Know what I mean? I guess it's just my depression. It's probably never going to go away...
So what should I do? Believe it or not, I'm gonna get more off-time this month, even though Christmas is coming. So I thought about coming back to here and talking and posting mods and stuff. Well, actually, I don't play the 18WoS games anymore. I play NASCAR sims and found a great website for mods and paints and stuff. So most of my online time is spent there. And there are a lot of people that like me, and appreciate my work.
Anyway... I wanted to get back into TruckPol. I emailed SouthBound but he never responded. And don't take it personal Alex, Scott, or Timmy, but this place just isn't active enough, so I don't really want to hang out over here that much. So what do I do? I can't get into TruckPol, this place isn't active enough, and you're missing from the NASCAR sim forums.
What should I do? Where should I go?